mood: I hate you.
listening to: There's no I in Team - TBS
watching: Ashlee Simpson, yo.
Nick will die.
I'm dead serious.
He fucking messed with me.
I feel bad for all these things I thought about Kasey...because honestly, she didn't deserve it. I want to start over with her, because she has been through the same shit. I don't give a shit how odd she is...she probaly hates Nick as much as I do.
Might I explain?
Duh.
He was telling another girl he loved her.
This wouldn't be so bad if he wasn't tell me the same damn thing, eh?
This is only some of the converstaion:
Wildcatnc6 [8:37 PM]: i really hope you are having fun ruining my life in every way possible
Auto response from X That is lovely [8:37 PM]: Look at me! I think I am so cool. Let me tell girls I love them, and break their hearts. Then, I am SO writting a song about it.
Because I am EMO.
I like to sterotype myself, and tell everyone that people mistake me for famous people.
Oh, OH IM SO COOL.
Man..Do I hate you.
X That is lovely [8:37 PM]: I hope you had fun ruining mine
X That is lovely [8:37 PM]: =)
Wildcatnc6 [8:37 PM]: jordan....i didn't know you took that so seriously
Wildcatnc6 [8:38 PM]: i know you loved me
Wildcatnc6 [8:38 PM]: alot
X That is lovely [8:38 PM]: Yeah. And I thought you felt the same way, but I was wrong. So..what do I do when Im wrong? I get revenge.
Wildcatnc6 [8:39 PM]: so your taking all this anger on me...for your mishap
X That is lovely [8:39 PM]: My mishap? Listen, buddy...You messed it up. It isn't my fault.
Wildcatnc6 [8:40 PM]: X That is lovely: Yeah. And I thought you felt the same way, but I was wrong. So..what do I do when Im wrong? I get revenge.
Wildcatnc6 [8:40 PM]: when your wrong you are going to take revenge on me
X That is lovely [8:40 PM]: Listen, you DONT TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEM IF YOU DONT. OKAY?
X That is lovely [8:40 PM]: DID THAT CLICK YET?
Wildcatnc6 [8:41 PM]: look..i'm really sorry if you thought i loved you the same you loved me
Wildcatnc6 [8:41 PM]: and i meant a more friendly kind of love
Wildcatnc6 [8:41 PM]: and i should of told you
X That is lovely [8:41 PM]: No. Nick. You made it seem EXACTLY like you felt the same way. Ask ANYONE from the chats. ANYONE.
Wildcatnc6 [8:41 PM]: because i truly cared about you
Wildcatnc6 [8:42 PM]: i did care for you
Wildcatnc6 [8:42 PM]: and i did love you
Wildcatnc6 [8:42 PM]: and you were one of my best friends
X That is lovely [8:42 PM]: There's a diffrence in caring, and loving. You crossed the line...and it wasn't a toe, it was a fucking mile across it.
Wildcatnc6 [8:43 PM]: look..i know i screwed up..could you not drag another person into this
Wildcatnc6 [8:43 PM]: you can hate me
Wildcatnc6 [8:43 PM]: make fun of me
Wildcatnc6 [8:43 PM]: i don't care
Wildcatnc6 [8:43 PM]: just don't drag another person into this
X That is lovely [8:43 PM]: Too late. You should have thought about this before
X That is lovely [8:45 PM]: This is your own fault.
Wildcatnc6 [8:45 PM]: i know it is
Wildcatnc6 [8:46 PM]: but just don't hurt my friend
X That is lovely [8:46 PM]: You hurt me, it's only fair.
Wildcatnc6 [8:46 PM]: i didn't mean to hurt you
X That is lovely [8:46 PM]: Well you did.
Wildcatnc6 [8:46 PM]: and i'm truly sorry
X That is lovely [8:47 PM]: Doubt it.
Wildcatnc6 [8:48 PM]: just please leave my friend alone
Wildcatnc6 [8:48 PM]: please jordan
X That is lovely [8:49 PM]: Im not doing anything to her, everyone else is. But see, you fucked with me; and me, being me...I get people involved so the message is clear
So yes. I am very good when I need to yell at people...I think I have more. Wildcatnc6 [10:48 AM]: look..i made a mistake okay
X That is lovely [10:49 AM]: Yeah. So did I.
Wildcatnc6 [10:49 AM]: just leave me alone...i don't wanna stay up all night again and think of how big i screwed up
X That is lovely [10:50 AM]: No see, that's what I want to happen; because then you wont do it again.
Yes. Then he said he wanted to forget everything...so me being me said I want to forget you.
The horrible thing is..after all of this I still think Nick is too good for me.
God. Someone shoot me.
Everything I learned about breaking hearts...
I LEARNED FROM YOU.
